One of those moments

THIS is one of the those rare moments when I've been given one of those rare opportunities to take my life in a different direction
And it is a positive direction
POTENTIALLY...don't jinx it assfuck

For fear of failing I try not to make it a big deal
But 50% of me knows it is a big deal
IT'S A HUGE DEAL, not really

And calm down, and pump up, and relax, and yell aloud in public
I yell out loud in public now, I am psychotic, I'm not normal
But no one is you fuckin fakers

Back to ME
Back to my living dream
Literally counting down the hours
These thoughts are affecting my heart rate

I am thankful for this moment and this life
I am human