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It takes time to write something worth reading
I suppose Jujamist is an outlet for me
And so I will wipe away the veil of poetry and just be real

Sometimes I think I hate myself
And by myself I mean my subconscious mind

I suspect that most of what it believes is based on biology and reality, but other times it seems that I am stupid and weak.

My subconscious continues to present to me the same counterproductive thoughts and urges that i can't seem to escape.

Occasionally I fight hard, I win easily, and then the thoughts, having waited patiently for my little tirade to dissipate, return so casually.

And then I am here. Back to baseline dissatisfaction.

I think I need to study.
(this was not a poem)