grow up

I cant grow up until i emotionally mature past high school with girls
And I havent done that, and it´s taking a fucking long time

So i am an adolescent running around living the life of an adult

But then i meet these so-called MEN...and they are worse than me

Maybe they know how to attract girls
Because maybe girls arent that difficult after all (especially the ugly ones)

But they are more jealous than i am
More jealous
more jealous
jealousy exists like a fucking menace in this world

And jealousy is running through your brain like a freight train
And every day you are forced to supress a jealousy that is ripe for the eploitation

And you see these greedy fucks on wallstreet and you pretend like they are selfish,
But you understand as well as anyone

You understand that as much as people want to help you
As much as our laws and policemen create civility
And as much as our religious institutions preach compassion

The law of the land is SELF-INTEREST
self interest to the end, to the grave, to the last breathe
Until the family name is atop the family castle in the family theme park in New York City, New York, United States of AMERICA

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